My daughter is going to camp. It is for poor kids in our area..She leaves today. I was so excited about it I am not sure when I need to pick her up...I don't know when she comes home. I am so happy for her..They swim, fish, play all kinds of sports, arts and crafts...ETCCCCCCCC. I am so happy that she gets to go. OK, yes I will enjoy the break, yeah I will. But, I will miss her too. The time apart will be good for both of us. My husband is extatic!!! They can't keep her longer.....um no honey....they don't have a month long camp...no. We are praying we get our income taxes next week...word is the 8th - the 30th....any time then. I'll keep everyone posted how my week goes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It sucks that the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. My husband busts his butt and we have very little to show for it. It does not help that my hours fluxuate week to week. ok I may embarrass myself or something but here goes, my last pay check (for two weeks) was $233 and this one should be $450 or so. I have holiday pay for one day, maybe thats included in the hours...ANYWAY..I am so bummed...I go from 6 to 8 hundred a month. My husband brought a computer home last night to fix and he worked from 8 pm till about 4 am and it STILL was not fixed and we need the money from it for gas. DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. I have to give my mom $300 tomorrow for rent. SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. I just wish she would let me slide a little longer...Till I get my income tax!!!! I love my home, I like my stuff..I better get used to it becouse I will not be traveling much if any this summer.

I either have lots of hours and a good paycheck, or not so many hours but no babysitting problems. It sucks. Our chef got a new job, so that sucks...they also hired two (just summer) part time people. I thought I was done with the 3:30 shifts, I was wrong. I am bummed and depressed a little bit. I want my INCOME TAX!!! Not much to say, I hope things get better soon!

first I would like to say thank you to all who commented on my past two posts. I have come a long way, and still have a long way to go. I am trying to make good choices and not do dumb things ao I can start saving money. Everytime I start to save Something unexpected comes up and I have to spend my money. Like one reader said..Two steps forward and one step back. It sucks. But I thank God every day that we moved almost a year ago...that was for the best. I will be ok and I will get over my problems and survive. Thank you to all who read my blog.

I am not asking my mother to support me my husband and my child. I am asking for help or understanding. I know that I made an agreement with her about the rent and I intend to uphold it..but the one person I expect understanding from is my mother. I'd like to say I need an extra week to pay and she be ok..maybe not happy but ok. All I have ever asked for is a little gas money, a little food etc. I have been married 13 years and have had help a total of 5 years. (if you add all the times together.)

When, or if the time comes I will help my daughter...if she is a bummm and does not work, then she will get little to no help. I help those who help themselves. I will even let her live with me if necessary, and if I have the space.

It is not my moms fault...how she raised me...no. This is my problem and I am getting better as time goes on. I feel that this would not have happened if I had my income taxes.

Anyway, no matter how you feel or your thoughts or openions I welcome all comments and advice.